Log Episode 1: 2nd World
“Mom, I don’t want to go into that field. I told you already. I want to be an artist no matter what!” I said in a clam diction and madly glare.
“What is all this business talk then Pang?” Mother ask back. “I thought you told me that you drop the idea of becoming an artist that you want to major into something more suitable in where you can make more money without us parents not needing to worry about paying for all the school dept!”
I didn’t say anything, I knew she was mad. I know I mentioned about going into business but that doesn’t mean it will stop me from becoming what I want to be. I wanted to be a cartoonist when I grow up. I want to work for a game company and draw comics! I want to be a producer of my own mini game series. I want to be remember! That is all that I wanted to do.. but getting into that field is not easy, nor have it been easy for anyone. That is why I want to strive my life effort to become one.
“Mom… I will major into business… I will.. but that is not my ultimate goal Mom.” I take my Mother’s hand and press firmly. “Please try to understand Mom… I don’t want to be like Dao. I am different; I am Pang.”
“Yes. A shaman.” My Mother added. “All I as for is for you to find a great life, where you don’t have any regrets! I also wish for you to begin Shaman training.” She press me firmly aside and made her way upstairs.
I stand there quietly and didn’t shake my head direction from where I last saw my mother’s face. I hear the foot stomps; I know she is upset, but this is my choice. Momently, my mother yell in the distance, “What are you waiting? Start packing!”
I obey and rush too upstairs. Part of me was sad but for the most part I was happy; I knew my mother have always understood me.
